Music,friends,family is my life. A person that leads a normal,simple life. Lived happily with MY LOVELY and CARING sister.
MYSELF
I'm WANYEE aka JOWYN
18 years old
band berlin carol cherylyn ♥ jazreel kerylyn;Lijuan ♥ kristein;yeecheng ♥ qianyun qijun raiyan sherry yongchuan vanessa ♥
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/ Wednesday, May 23, 2012 @ 7:46 PM
Insecurities
Im feeling better just that, im not okay.
Insecurities
Im feeling better just that, im not okay.
/ Wednesday, May 9, 2012 @ 12:29 AM
I wanted to be a normal girl, with a happy family,good friends,bf.
Am i asking too much..
Or am i that useless..
Feeling demoralised nowadays whereby im looking down on myself..
Why must l keep disappointing everyone around me.. They should be happy, proud of me, having no troubles because im putting their unhappiness on me.. Been trying so hard to manage myself, coping, loving myself, but it seems like my efforts are wasted.. But even its so, i could drop a single tear in front of them, mirror or myself.
Im kinda having illusions for scary things and couldn't sleep soundly at night. Did not dare to look at the mirror to face me, cause i've been disappointing myself like so long..
Wanted to have the feeling of someone in my life replenished the hole again and again that makes me feel im not that unfortunate. And i even understood, actually im more fortunate that others who are handicaps etc.. so i must value myself.
Today's post is only for complaining and disappointing.
I wanted to be a normal girl, with a happy family,good friends,bf.
Am i asking too much..
Or am i that useless..
Feeling demoralised nowadays whereby im looking down on myself..
Why must l keep disappointing everyone around me.. They should be happy, proud of me, having no troubles because im putting their unhappiness on me.. Been trying so hard to manage myself, coping, loving myself, but it seems like my efforts are wasted.. But even its so, i could drop a single tear in front of them, mirror or myself.
Im kinda having illusions for scary things and couldn't sleep soundly at night. Did not dare to look at the mirror to face me, cause i've been disappointing myself like so long..
Wanted to have the feeling of someone in my life replenished the hole again and again that makes me feel im not that unfortunate. And i even understood, actually im more fortunate that others who are handicaps etc.. so i must value myself.
Today's post is only for complaining and disappointing.
9/2/2012 / Thursday, February 9, 2012 @ 10:31 PM
Hello, I'm kinda back! (:
Today spend time with my baby..
So cute of him..
He asked me, "Could you believe we together for almost a year?"
My reply, "Yeah lo, kinda hard to believe that we together for so long cause maybe i never been so long in a relationship that long? "
HAHA! really cant believe, but still, find that im really happy for the 10th month.. Thanks for being there for me.. I feel loved. ;D
Hello, I'm kinda back! (:
Today spend time with my baby..
So cute of him..
He asked me, "Could you believe we together for almost a year?"
My reply, "Yeah lo, kinda hard to believe that we together for so long cause maybe i never been so long in a relationship that long? "
HAHA! really cant believe, but still, find that im really happy for the 10th month.. Thanks for being there for me.. I feel loved. ;D
